so the new plan is back to Cali...yes, back. Not permanently but to save $. Money blows! Since none of the plans came through I made a back up plan. You always have to have a back up plan :) so I will be moving back to California till November or December. I will be living with my mother (oh my god!) and working full time. During that time I will get all my school paperwork done so when I come back everything (ideally) will be in order. I will then have enough $ to live alone, yeah!, and go to school. I don't want to live with a stranger, been there done that it sucks! So I have a week to see the schools I'm considering and the apartments that I would most likely be able to afford. That way I can rent sight unseen and be set. I'm freakin' nuts! The good thing is that I'm pretty sure I will live and go to school here and I wanted to go back and get my stuff anyway. Its such a sad thought at 29 years old looking at living with a stranger not even with a bed... you know? To depressing. This way the place will be mine and I can walk around naked if I choose. I'm a person who needs my comfort... I want all my pictures and clothes, etc. I will be going to school 30 hours a week and working probably the same so I will need my peace at home. So the mission is to by January 1, 2007 I will have completely relocated to Connecticut and started school. By the time I turn 30, which is march 2007, I will be able to see the light at end of the tunnel. Fingers crossed.
goals by Jan. 2007:
move fully to CT.
have my own place
be in school
drop 30 pounds...W.W. and gym
and feel more secure with myself... more might be added?
Anyway, in less than a week I will again be hitting the road.
This time I will enjoy myself more. I might do route 66? I'm going to plan it better so I can see places along the way. I've always wanted to do a good roadtrip and this is my chance. I've got my camera and some maps... what all cool stuff is out there?
I might give myself two weeks... we'll see. I really want to see a bunch of weird roadside sights... you know like the largest ball of yarn and all that. That is what I am doing today... mapping out my route.
It will be good! This is the first time I won't be on anyone else's schedule... fully. No one is waiting for me to arrive and I will start working full time as soon as I get there so this is my chance.
Well, lets see where life takes me.